Now that I'm clear of what I'm doing, decided to just live life like what I should have done years ago, not caring what people think, just doing what I wanna do. What's mortally right and what isn't, who are we to actually judge.

MSE Camp had been really great. Okay Im quite lazy to post the pictures here cause yeah there's just too many but yeah, really enjoyed this camp as a whole. Thankfully there isn't cliques in my OG and everyone just compliment one another so well. All the internal jokes and everything WOAH, I like. But sadly Weijie isn't from MSE ): Really got to know him so much better thru this camp and yeah, bros manzxz.

Had Homecoming ytd and it really feels good to be back in DHS tgt with my fellow 4C mates. Although everyone keep talking about army, but when its time to help out, they'll. Congrats cutie pie for getting best dressed. Gonna meet richmond soon one day after I've moved to hall. HEHHH. Unofficial boyfrienddddd ^^

Short update before I enter the examination hall for qet. Anyway Mse camp isn't as bad as what I've thought. Running man was actually quite fun and the company had been great, ESP when it comes to trolling people during sp. HAHAHHHAHA! Freaking entertainingggg. 

"Hello, I'm 150cm and 80kg. I love to pole dance and I've alr broke 3 poles this week which is why I've to use a pillar instead!"

It's quite funny to hear my potential sps' response. But the seniors are gonna kajiao me tonight alr ): DIE! Time to keep low profile ): nuuuuuuu! Shall go wash up nowwww! Baiiii

Siannnn

Just as I thought everything is gonna be alright for now, my parents are really getting on my nerves. Keep having miscommunication with them and keep quarreling with them. Really feel damn bad for not being able to spend quality time with them but sometimes I really can't help it. So annoying ):

Hesitation

Stayed at home for the first time on a Saturday. Practically spent my days sleeping and thinking about the past. Missed the days when I'm still young and innocent. Didn't really have to think much about life, didn't have to worry about anything. All I need was daddy and mummy.

Finally held daddy and mommy hands at the same time and we skipped tgt HAHAHHA! Obviously with their precious daughter in the middle :3 CUTE RIGHTTT! Really felt so protected by both of them at that pt of time. But when we went to a more crowded place, daddy just THREW my hands away )': What is this luhhh.

Okay luh, shall faster pack my bag for camp. Actually Im quite glad that I got into finale item but then I've just realized i need to go back to sch more often. From NSRCC back to NUS D: Okay nvm just for this week. BYEEE

I guess I'm the only one that's like wake while Genevieve, tack and wei hao are like all still asleep from ytd. Thankfully I didn't stone like the usual but felt damn tired HAHAHA! Anyway so far had been an eventful week as usual.

Monday : celebrated clarissa bday at her hse and met bestie. Went over for dance practice and vball trng straight after that! Thankfully Genevieve was with me like thru out! Now she's like my BFF liaozx. Both of us are like hungry ghosts. Initially I had cravings and my stomach was like $@:$-@;$@/. After awhileHAHAHA, her stomach made noises too! Decided to sleep and skip supper hehh. Control control control~

Tues : Had brunch with Genevieve, wei hao and tack at macs and went down to union camp. We're damn suay cause when we are at the grandstand, it started raining. So waited quite a while for the rain to stop and went over to costumes with nanny and Genevieve HAHAHA! The bad thing is that Genevieve and I kept having cravings for brownies and breadddd. Had dinner at utown with the two and elvin and we headed over for the finale item! Really had lots of fun hehh! Went to play sp and wa jiiii! Freaking fun to kajiao people. Initially was kinda sian cause we are just overly nice people but after a while we got the hang of it HAHAHA! Made them star glaze, played sex sounds HAHAHA, played tango, got the girls to touch the guys and make the guys touch the girl's legs HAHAHA! Their response too epic alr! Went back to rh and decided to have supper and drank a lil. Hate it I turn red but honestly it tasted quite nice. Shall try to go back to sleep while someone is like snoring next to me HAHAHAH! Byeeee

Lalalalaaa

Had such an eventful week.

Monday : Went for BIE camp at sentosa. Had rag dance and stayed over after vball. Really enjoyed rag practices although I didn't do well for the basics so yeahh. Although Im not an experienced dancer but I really hope by the end of this mth, I will be able to improve on my basics. BFF bought back subway for Genevieve and I ^^ Had a fun time talking to the seniors and listening to their stories. Really damn epic. Had vball trng and htht with BFF after that. Talked until 6 in the morning *.* I never knew that the view was soooo gooddd at that lvl. Really appreciate itttt.

Tues: Went for Cheers and Siu Hon's dance. HAHHA! Really had a fun time laughing at Alan cause he's so stiff plus he's so hardworking. Enjoyed the food + company at the fruiti tutti hehh.

Wed : Had dance practice again and still had difficulty with heel toe. Sianzxz. My coordination skills ahhh :/ Went to Utown with the rag seniors + Ivan. The food at Utown was really not bad and we tried rolling down the hill. HAHAHHA! Itched quite a bit after that but overall had a good time talking to themmm. Went to sports bash with Raghav and BFF. Kinda expected who got the sports bash king and queen. Was quite disgusted with what i saw at Zouk but ohwell.

Genevieve and Yingjieee

Just too cute tgt HAHAHHAHA

Tgt with sharonnnn

Thurs : Woke up late and went to crash CE camp with BFF. Met Tack there and was practically talking and trolling during the entire camp. We're damn lepak~  Had an impromptu sushi session with both of them. Finally had my sushi craving satisfied hehhh. Bought back blackballs to makan and waited for the rest while they went for Siu Hon's dance. Ate at fruiti sushi with the remaining raggers hehhh.

Friday : Had cheers but was like practically lepaking cause totally didn't have the mood. Eating icecream tgt with BFF HAHHAHA while the rest was like trng. Opps. Went to Zouk tgt with Ermione and Momo HAHAHA! Combined both Engin camp + CHESS camp OGs tgt HEHHH. Really appreciate the fact that the guys were so protective over us thru the entire day. So heartwarming. Plus really could see that both OGs bonded much better after the incident.

Supper after zouk

Le BFF ^^V Thanks for always protecting meeee ^^V

Sadly don't have the girls pictures cause they didn't upload but ohwell. Would say I've really enjoyed the day if not for that incident but I'm so glad that both OGs are so adorableee. Okay time to sleep nowwww. Need to wake up early and go all the way to Yew tee *.* Will be staying over in sch again with Genevieve hehhh. Back to sleep nowwww. BAIIII 

If only

If only I can be less possessive and know what's mine and what isn't.