HIIII, I'm back from M'sia. another 10 more days and I'll be off to KOREAAA. I can't wait. hehe. Actually i wanted to blog initially but now...HAHA TOO LAZY HEHE. PIG NING. Okay shall pack my bag for tmr~ BAIII

Helloooo, had been a long time since I've updated this space. Life had been rather good although fucking busy. Idk why the fuck i decide to overload this sem but yeah. Plus now Im not so busy cause I'm almost done with tuition (: I really hope all my kiddos will do well, esp those that put in a lot of effort. It feels really good to see them really trying so hard. From the time when I've first taught them until now...most of yall came a long way....Im really glad to see y'all enjoying math. I rmb how much yall used to hate math when I first started teaching...Its really sian to teach someone that's so reluctant to learn. But Im glad that along the way, yall decided to give math a chance and learn that math can be enjoyable too. Yall remind me of myself...esp when im not that smart...I rmb really practicing math every single day...just to prove to myself that i can do it. Although at the end of the day I didnt really do as well as I've wanted to, but to me its the process that matters. Im glad that I'm able to teach yall and change your perception of math (: I really hope that all of you will get at least B3 (: Thanks for making my teaching process so enjoyable. But now, its my turn to study ): So many reports, so many projects....3 more sems to go and I'm done with this....Then I can really teach full time. For now back to EG2401. YOURE A BITCH LUH

I've never felt like this for a very long time. I thought Ive seen the worst but now....idk what to say and how to feel.

Can't wait for 25th July ): Haiz. Faster come backkkkk ):

I really have to count myself really lucky for whatever had happened. Really hope that everything will turn out okay

Old friends really know you the best when things are just off. I'm really very thankful for people that really care. But for now just give me a bit leeway hahahah.

Rhex camp just ended.  Just feeling so immune to camp. Somehow I don't get the hype anymore as compared to last time. Just didn't have the energy to socialise around. Plus the location that we went reminded me of the past which honestly had been affecting me but I'll try to get out of it

I'm so thankful I've decided to club ytd. First time clubbing with slippers cause it was such an impromptu decision. Really had fun with these people. Just enough alcohol + great company. I guess it was fun cockblocking + trying to be a cupid haha. I'm surprised I felt this way cause in the past, every time I go to club,  I'll question myself why did I spend money on making myself feel miserable.  Esp for the past few trips to club. But last night the music was awesomeeee hehe. 

Had been feeling so lost.  Like idk what am I doing with my life.  I feel like ever since I've entered to uni,  I've no goal + passion. I just feel like am a total mess compared to sec school and jc.  But since I've taken up tuition,  at least it feels like I'm heading somewhere. So thankful for the sudden increase in no. of students.  Now I scared that I can't cope with it when school reopen but I'll try my best.

Plus I'm really thankful that my cap increased. Was surprised that those subj that im not confident in did better than those that ive studied. Will try to pull my cap up again next semester. Zan was reminding me that I said that every sem BUT in the end it won't happen. I'll prove her wrong.  hahaha. I swear I'm so thankful for my close friends. They just make me realised I'm not alone in this.

Although emotionally I feel very shitty but now when I'm alone,  I feel happy with myself. At least for now I've feel like a better person. I hope things will get better from here and hopefully one day I'll be back on track again.

Disheartened.

Was so excited when kai cooked for me. Extremely healthy meal but it taste so good. Maybe you're sent into my life to make me healthier hehe. Thanks for making me such a happy girl.  Your presence just make me feel so 😊😊😊 love youuuu 😚

Hello 2015 (:

Please be good to meeee.  But then again I've got a feeling that it's gonna be a good year hehe.  Anyway year 2014 had been a hectic year. Much more than 2013 when everything was just quite monotone. I've experienced more drama within this year as compared to my entire lifetime. Although things didn't start off really well cause I was too self absorbed, I'm glad that things changed for the better and everything falls so nicely in place (:

Really so thankful to have met my favourite boy ^^ Although things just started not long ago, there's just too many coincidental things that've occurred such that I'm starting to have faith in this. Thanks for entering my life and making me a better person. Can't wait for school to start, especially every wed with my wednesdate ^^

I'm also so thankful for fat fuck.  Thanks for always being my pillar of support when I need it. If not for your care and concern,  I really dont know how I've survived 2014. You really have your ways to cheer me up and you'll be someone I'll wanna keep for my entire life. Thanks papa. 

Hello zanelleee, idk if you'll be reading this but i would like to thank you for always being there for me when i need it. Although yes at times youre not that good at consoling but I really appreciate the fact that youre my telepathic buddy. Somehow things we experienced in life r just so similar such that when im feeling lost emotionally, youre there feed me with reasoning, helping me rationalize my thoughts. Thanks babeee. I really appreciate it and im so happy for you really. Happy endingggg. Hehe

There's also friends like Kimberly,  sharon,  raey,  leon,  andre, nas, boonbin,  sandy, weiyi... wah so many of y'all that I'm so thankful forrr.  Thanks for being part of my life and making year 2014 such a memorable year. Year 2015 will be a much better year (: Shall end it off here hehe.  Byeee