Reality will only set in the next day when you just wake up. Although it's not a break up but it definitely feels worst than one. Knowing how things will change after you told me everything, how you look at me, how you're gonna treat me....It sucks cause only after 2 yrs then I know how you really think when I initially thought it was a rejection then. But then since this isn't the first time it's happening, i guess its better for me to do something now than in the future. I will hate it if you had to go thru the same decision making process again next time. Thanks for being part of my life. No matter what, if you need me, I'll always be there for you.