The more I think of it, the more sour I feel deep inside. Why ain't I given a chance to even try? At least give me a chance to go for an interview and get rejected after that is better than not being able to go for one and just end up in another course. Shall try to appeal one last time. If not... I guess that I'm really not fated for architecture. Totally no mood. Shall just stone on my bed and rot.