Really wished my life could be just like a movie. No matter how twisted the plot is, eventually its always a happy ending.

Netball

 Had dinner with my netball girls. Felt so good to be back to school once again. Miss my girls so much and OMG luh, coach really slim down a lottt. Could not recognise her w/o my specs. Managed to catch up a bit thou but ohwell, nvm gonna see them this sat again ;) 

 

 

After that met fanghua, kaimin, sharon and kimberly for supper. Great company as usual. Really appreciate the fact that these two guys actually make the effort to always make it for random meet up although they're taking A's this yr. But then again I'm sure both of them so smart, can do well de ;)

Shall attempt to sleep nowww. Last day of work tmrrr~ BYEEEE

Passed BTT!?!?

Seeee! Finally pass my BTT! Before that, my dad was like saying, ' If you don't pass your BTT, you don't think of coming home.' Even fang said, 'Wn you better fail. Like that you will be the most failed driving friend that I know of ;)' WALAOO, could you imagine the amount of pressure the whole world is giving me 😠. But thankfully I've passed luh so now all I have to do is to attend practical lessons. Going to try auto instead although I heard its idiot proof. But then again hey, I'm quite blur plus there's a fine line betw blur and idiot HAHAHA! Hopefully I'll get a hang of it. 

After that had to actually rush over uni apps. Realised the registration date for most of the camps are like over ): quite sad if I can't even attend raffles camp but ohwell, I guess it's really up fate luh. I really really wanna go for sports camp ): but ahhh, I can't swim. This sucks. Any kind soul willing to teach me ): 

On the side note, had been really PMS esp ytd :/ my poor daddy had to endure it. I thought I won't suffer from it ))): ohwell

Okay luh back to work alr, or rather SMS HAHAHA! Byeeee

Just woke up from my longgg nap. Time to continue studying btt while eating my favorite chocolate. Miss my bestfriend more than usual today ))): ohwell back to studying again. Can't seem to actually focus HAHAHA! Hard to get back the momentum after A lvls ah :/

Have decided to go to NUS in the end. I'm sure I won't wanna go thru another 2 yrs of horrendous jc life (not including CCAs thou). Ended up sleeping only an hour last night cause I'm super bothered by it. Don't think i can survive tonight although there's BTT tmr and to be honest, I'm not prepared. Actually I can't be bothered so yeah HAHAHAHAH. Need to stop being so heck care abt everything huh. Shall settle uni stuff tmr right after BTT. 

On the side note, it's the bloody time of the month again. Felt so relieved somehow cause which means I didn't miss it for another mth again ^^V hate it when it's irregular. ESP during exams *.* 

Okay must finish 50Q by 4! Gogogo wenning ^^V

The more I think of it, the more sour I feel deep inside. Why ain't I given a chance to even try? At least give me a chance to go for an interview and get rejected after that is better than not being able to go for one and just end up in another course. Shall try to appeal one last time. If not... I guess that I'm really not fated for architecture. Totally no mood. Shall just stone on my bed and rot.

Looking at people studying overseas and really can't help but to wish that I'll be able to do so in the future. Being able to lead a new life overseas to start anew. Sounds damn cool huh. Obviously I'll miss people back in Singapore but haizxz....too bad I'm not rich enough to do so.

Now still thinking what school should I go to. Head is telling me to go to NTU but my heart is telling me to go NUS. Plus if i accept NUS, if my appeal fails, it won't be that bad after all. I really don't know. I don't understand why am i so indecisive ):

Back to studying BTT ): Need to take it this tuesday. YES 28 MAY 2013. Won't remember the wrong date ever again. HEHE. So looking forward to going overseas with trackers again <3 love this bunch of people SOOOOO much <3 Okay back to studying ): byeeeee

Embarrassing much, just caught by the lady in new biz for sleeping HAHAHA! Thankfully didn't got caught in the past heh. Either i learn the art of sleeping with my eyes wide open or I need to start sleeping by 12! Need to stop being such a pig 🐷 But I need my 12 hrs sleep. Should have drank more milo just now ): but it seems the the caffeine in my mocha is working. 1 more hour to gooooo. Shall complete running man ^^ zaijiannn

Bored bored boreddddd

Posting from work now cause I'm feeling freaking bored. Kinda getting a lil tired of my daily dosage of running man + city hunter + suits but ohwell, I rather be slacking my life rather than studying.

Have been doing research last night on which uni to go. Although I know I said I wanted to go to NTU cause supposingly they are more famous for engineering but then again cause NUS MSE has a smaller cohort + hall life seems so much more vibrant. But then again the hall is too ex which I doubt my dad will allow me to stay there cause I bet he'll miss me . I'm sure he will cause there's no one at home to entertain him HAHAHA! 

But in NTU everything seems so safe. I'll secure a hall life although their hall isn't as widely advertised, at least for the first year. Plus it's much cheaper and honestly, if I enter the hall in NUS, I doubt I'll be eating hostel food HEH. I'm way too picky for my own good. I know that I should check the curriculum rather than the hall but hey, NUS MSE website is slacking of such information compared to NTU. Went to check forums and it seems like NUS is more widely promoted. HOWWWWW!?!? I got until 2 June to decide. 

Sadly I'm not fated for architecture but ohwell. 

On a brighter note, finally went to jog for an hour ytd. Accomplishment considering the fact that I've been a lazy bum lately. Went to the same place same spot that I've used to frequent oh-so-long-ago. Don't feel as strongly as last time but hey, some stuff just a lil harder to forget. 

Okay really wanna take a nap now. Ahhh shall blast music now. Shall paste a picture of my bored face sianjipua. Byeeee

Woke up at like 2pm today. Likeaboss ehh HAHAH! Since my bro is back from OBS after one week, now the house seems so much noiser with my dad nagging at him again and gosh, can't get my peace and quiet when daddy and bro is around. They're always quarreling but ohwell, not like I can do anything about it.

But on the brighter note, having buffet later ^^ WOOHOO, but then again fatssss. But ohwell, ever since I've started working here, I've been eating a lot. The food at cuppage plaza is really good and i keep eating their mix rice. Esp their eggplantttt! That's my favourite luhhh <3 Plus nowadays keep having dinner with mom and dad = good food = gain weight. Have been trying to exercise but I've lost my mojo during the second trng HAHHAHA! Okay at least I've attempted to run k >:( Not bad considering the fact that I've not been running for the past....3 mths HAHHAHA.Plus later gonna collect the new car ~ Gonna miss the old car thouuuu~

Anyway had been on a zilian mood lately HAHHAHA! Have been rather happy lately maybe cause the fact that my parents finally allowed me to stay in the hall ^^ Like what I've expected HAHA NTU material engineering. Just hope that I'll be able to enjoy school! IKR if my hair looks like this in real life, WALAO, but sadly, IT DOESN'T ): Plus Im planning to do gradient again ^^ This time no more red and just chestnut brown and blondeeee~ Hopefully it won't end up damn gross or something :/




 

Had dinner with the trackers on wed at slacker bar and cafe and the food seriously suckssss~ In pictures it looked damn good but when you eat it ))): DISAPPOINTMENT! Plus the music really URGHHHH. But the company was really good <3 So thankful for getting to know these people in Dunman High. Really LOVEEEE them a lotttt~

Okay luh, shall go prepare to go out alr ^^ Btw do watch the latest two episodes of running mannnn HAHHAHA! Its damn funny luhhh! Esp when Haha is so cute and Ricky Kim <3 Why so cute ah~ BYEEEEE

Watched "Any Day Now" and "Patch Adams". Really love shows like this. Makes me happy and HAHAHAHA hard to focus during work. Plus it really kills time since I'm like super bored during work. So thankful for Cheryl for always being there HAHAH! She's like a cute big sister that always come out to talk to me and give me drinks <3 Plus the other ladies in the office are damn cute too HAHAHHA! Always telling me to study hard in university and all. Ahhh, love jobs like this which involves working with people. Always so unexpected but hey, getting to talk to them for a few mins allow me to know more about them even thou they're much older HAHAHHA! Shall wake up early tmr to run. Hopefully I'll HEH. But im like aching all over alr~ AHHH. Okay back to suits. BYEEEE

Have a suddenly vision in mind to actually start working out. HAHAHA for once after so long right. But sadly cause ytd was my first time doing it after such a long time, poor me injured my back by obtaining a blueblack. How noob can I get )): but ohwell, which means I've to jog instead of conditioning. This time I must try to maintain, EVEN DURING ORIENTATION.

Yeah talking about that, I guess I wanna go to NTU if I have to choose material engineering. Need to start preparing for hall life which I'm kinda looking forward too :3 Hopefully I'll enjoy the orientation and all ;)

Ohyeah having an off day today which is why I got the time to actually blog but ohwell, not like anyone reads this. Life is just so boring nowadays. Can't wait for UNIIIII ^^ Okay shall pack up and prepare to meet michelle nowww ^^ BYEEEE

Instead of the usual emotions, feeling rather revengeful rather than sad. Not saying I haven't felt like that before but now, it's getting stronger, much stronger than before. I don't know this is a good indication or not but really have a very strong urge to do something. You'll see.

Still not really used to the new lifestyle now but mommy and daddy seems really happy for the past two days HAHHAAH! I bet they miss me too much alrrr :3 HAHHA! Really happy to talk to some of the NS guys. Now that all the guys are in NS, it seems like they're on the route to turning into muscular, manly and more desirable man HAHHAHA.

Plus i finally found a makan companion for lunch alr ^^ She's like some da jiejie HAHHAHA! Plus the staffs + cilents + agents are really soooo friendly ^^ Now that I'm getting used to working there, it seems not bad huhhh. Plus free movie time HAHHAH! I think Im like some slacker but who cares luh, there's really nothing much to do HAHAHAH!

High tea session tmr and I hope to get to know some of my potential coursemate ;) HAHHAHA! Okay luh, shall continue with suits ^^ byeee

Dreams are representation of our subconscious thoughts

Felt super relieved I felt that way but then again if it really happens in real life, will I be able to feel the same too? Maybe I've been trying too hard to suppress my feelings that sometimes I don't even know how to feel towards certain issue. Maybe I'm becoming emotionless which might not be a bad thing after all.