Can't help but to feel envious towards cute couples. It's so hard to find someone suitable that understands you and know how to make you happy at the same time you have that something for that person. Had been a long time ever since I've felt that fireworks.

Spent the entire Saturday and Sunday with koteeee. HAHAHA. Miss spending time with that idiottt. Always so annoying yet so entertaining at the same timeee. AWWW. Okay yes I'm probably saying it from a damn bias pov but I don't care luhh. Thanks for always being so spontaneous and doing retarded shit with me.

SO TIRED NOWWW yet i can't sleep. AGAIN. Ohwell time to watch shows. HEH byeee

Just learnt to accept the fact that maybe I can't keep all my friendships. It takes two hands to clap and as long as the one party don't put it as much effort, it doesn't seem to justify. Maybe I should just let it go. Someone ive used to be so close seems to distant to me and I feel like I don't matter anymore.  Although on the surface I don't seem to mind but then again I guess it's for the better since we're just different.

But thankfully I've found someone that really thought me the true meaning of friendship. She's just always there for me no matter what and she don't mind me being a lightbulb aww. Thanks for always making me feel so welcome and turning me into a better person. Although sometimes I'm not willing to follow buttttt,  ...lurb you so muchh. Thanks for accepting me for who I am mama 😘

Realised I've always been focusing on the wrong stuff, time to make things right.

"It's not about finding someone to lose yourself in, it's about meeting someone to find yourself in. When you connect with someone special, this person helps you to find the best in yourself. What's important is being able to spend time together and nurturing each other's growth."

I guess the quantity isn't everything. Since I'm the one that caused this, maybe it's time for me to back out. I need to stop focusing on momentarily happiness. Need to stop being so selfish.

Living in the moment.

As much as I don't want it to be like that but I don't want people to regret their decision. It makes me feel damn bad although they agreed in the first place. It feels damn fucked up I swearrr.

Had been a long time ever since I've last talked to bestie like that. Besides whatever happened lately, just to let you know that I'm really soooooo thankful to have you as a friend. I know this may sound damn cheesy but thanks for always being so honest with me, always making the effort to get things out of me and analysing it together with me. I swear never in my life I've ever been soooo close to someone. Had been a year ever since I've last known you from packing job. Sooo glad I've found someone like you. Although I don't know how long will we remain as close but just to let you know if there's anything, I'll be here for youuuu. Eh touched anottt. Even if youre not just act like youre okay ^^

OHYEAH, my bestie is handsome, single, smart and ready to mingle. Any takers here?? He's sensitive too. Sounds like a desirable guy ehhh. If youre interested, just ask me and I'll give yall his number kkkk. For nowww, I NEED SOME SLEEP. BYEEEE