Realised I've always been focusing on the wrong stuff, time to make things right.

"It's not about finding someone to lose yourself in, it's about meeting someone to find yourself in. When you connect with someone special, this person helps you to find the best in yourself. What's important is being able to spend time together and nurturing each other's growth."

I guess the quantity isn't everything. Since I'm the one that caused this, maybe it's time for me to back out. I need to stop focusing on momentarily happiness. Need to stop being so selfish.