Finally watched a movie that I felt I could somehow relate to. Cafe waiting love was good. Although I always had the mindset that everyone had someone that they're meant to be with,  but as I've got older,  it seems like my views about love have changed so much.  Like love seems to be more of a fairy-tale rather than something that's true. Maybe that's the bad part of being a sucker for romance films. Sometimes I just hope that someone will prove me wrong. But then again it seems so impossible. I need to stop being such a dreamer

Can't help but to feel envious towards cute couples. It's so hard to find someone suitable that understands you and know how to make you happy at the same time you have that something for that person. Had been a long time ever since I've felt that fireworks.

Spent the entire Saturday and Sunday with koteeee. HAHAHA. Miss spending time with that idiottt. Always so annoying yet so entertaining at the same timeee. AWWW. Okay yes I'm probably saying it from a damn bias pov but I don't care luhh. Thanks for always being so spontaneous and doing retarded shit with me.

SO TIRED NOWWW yet i can't sleep. AGAIN. Ohwell time to watch shows. HEH byeee

Just learnt to accept the fact that maybe I can't keep all my friendships. It takes two hands to clap and as long as the one party don't put it as much effort, it doesn't seem to justify. Maybe I should just let it go. Someone ive used to be so close seems to distant to me and I feel like I don't matter anymore.  Although on the surface I don't seem to mind but then again I guess it's for the better since we're just different.

But thankfully I've found someone that really thought me the true meaning of friendship. She's just always there for me no matter what and she don't mind me being a lightbulb aww. Thanks for always making me feel so welcome and turning me into a better person. Although sometimes I'm not willing to follow buttttt,  ...lurb you so muchh. Thanks for accepting me for who I am mama 😘

Realised I've always been focusing on the wrong stuff, time to make things right.

"It's not about finding someone to lose yourself in, it's about meeting someone to find yourself in. When you connect with someone special, this person helps you to find the best in yourself. What's important is being able to spend time together and nurturing each other's growth."

I guess the quantity isn't everything. Since I'm the one that caused this, maybe it's time for me to back out. I need to stop focusing on momentarily happiness. Need to stop being so selfish.

Living in the moment.

As much as I don't want it to be like that but I don't want people to regret their decision. It makes me feel damn bad although they agreed in the first place. It feels damn fucked up I swearrr.