Earlier in the morning daddy was like trying to convince me to move back home. But somehow there's just some place deep in my heart which made me really unwilling to do so.As much as I want to come home and accompany my parents, somehow I just wanna stay. Or at least I'm not ready to move next yr. But after what I've heard just now. My heart just sank suddenly. Maybe it's time for me to stop ponning training. I promise I'll attend most of the trainings during the holidays but for now, I need to focus. Really wanna try for once and see how much i can score. But if i can't, at least I've tried my best. Really not in the mood. Maybe i should just sleep early.