Why do I have to always have to be so kaypo and check what's going on. Sometimes I really think I'm just either damn bloody dumb or else....Really don't know what is going on. Had been a long time ever since I really felt so horrible.

I really wanna move on but why can't I. Really wanna just find someone new and just bam forget about this past. Yet a part of me just cannot drop it somehow.

Ain't I really useless, why can't i just fall for anyone else and stop thinking of it.