Went to the hospital yesterday. Feeling really bereaved after seeing my mom tearing. He looked really different from last week, when he's still able to joke and move around. Now he's just lying motionless on the bed, and keep coughing non-stop. He can't even open his eyes. Seeing how my mom looked at him, I can't help but to keep thinking about how I'm gonna handle it in the future. Not in the mood to blog now. bye.