Actually I think I'll miss times like this during the holidays. Just studying tgt with random people in the club rm, eating chicken tgt in the club room and talking to friends, getting to know what's happening in their life. Somehow just felt so AWWWW. Used to feel like such things are a waste of time but now...I guess I need to stop taking things for granted and get out of my shell hehe. Shall go and sleep naooo. BAIIII

The longer I get to know someone, somehow their flaws just intensify by like 10 times more. Not that I wanna judge people and I know I shouldn't be judging but it's hard cause I'm just naturally judgemental somehowwww. I guess that's a bad part about me cause I'll tend to just throw these people one side and just ignore them. But then again I hate it when people ignore me. HAHAHHA. Contradicting right. HAIZXZ

Just when I thought I can do well. Feeling fucking depressed now cause I know my next two papers gonna suck balls. Everytime I told myself I wanna work hard, somehow something will happen and my emotions all just POOF. Annoying horrr. Maybe my next new year resolution should be STOP BEING SO EMOTIONAL HAHA. Hopefully next sem will be much better since I'm gonna cut down on clubbing and start being more hardworking. HAHA. Hopefully our new implemented study sessions will help and I need to start being more hardworking by asking profs questions. Back to books ): Byeeee

I fucking hate overly egoistic people. If you're trying to fish for compliments, just get lost. I won't praise you until I think you're worth it. Just cause one person offended you doesn't mean the whole world owes you. Fucking childish.

It feels good to have people that's facing the same situation as me. But then again am I being overly idealistic? I really wonder. I want more answers. Hopefully one day the stars will be able to give me my answers. In the future I want my bedroom ceiling to be made of glass. Random much right?

I appreciate it when I find like-minded people, people that treasure their family and friends. In the past I would very much trust them but now, I'll just doubt again and again. But then again maybe time will solve everything and maybe someone will restore my faith. 

Within these few weeks, it seems like I've known more people than before. Maybe it's due to the fact that I can't be alone and I need company but one day I'll get used to it. I hear my books calling meeee. Byeeeee

I'll drill it into my mind until I turn into one.